If we knew what was good for us, we’d never benefit from placebos.
You can quote me
Posted in Uncategorized on February 2, 2009 by lolastoneThe root of all conflict is in perception. In as much as words have to do with perception. Some of the dumbest people I know are brilliant.
Patterns
Posted in Uncategorized on January 19, 2009 by lolastoneThere is a human faculty which ceaselessly seeks to unearth all previously acquired notions and diminish their strength and influence in the consciousness. Realizations, moments of clarity, become indistinguishable from past uncertainties no longer present.
good fortune cookie cutter ship yard stick shift
Posted in appearances, loneliness with tags Alaska on June 11, 2008 by lolastoneThe track homes have been held off for now. They are a third through and now sunken plots framed by gravel drives make up the dotted line. They are gray, they are identical. The dark windows straddle an angled entry that appears to me an ominous sneer. A green mountain stops abruptly beyond the field. A perfect orb, an exhausted turtle who’s collapsed at their pier blocks. A bald stripe tears across it’s entire middle. A disturbed patient, dumped in his robe in a mountainous back-alley.
The mosquitoes are dive-bombers. They are the size of small wasps, but their bodies are so thin, like strands of taut silk inspired to sting. They go for the ribs. They are big enough to snatch out of the air. To carry a wiffle bat and pock its surface with bloody splotches and crinkled wax paper wings.
Little Girl Giant
Posted in beautiful people, loneliness, loss for words with tags little girl, wonders on January 25, 2008 by lolastone
Blurry
Posted in confusion, Finding home, vision with tags Finding home, vision on January 22, 2008 by lolastoneAll I know is my eyes are like tiny pockets. I see so little and have been so lost. I am not from here, but I wish they would let me take up residence.
ornery face to smile on…
Posted in beautiful people, ennui, Finding home, loss for words, Poetry, romance, sex with tags beautiful people, ennui, loneliness, sex on January 21, 2008 by lolastone
The range of words
spanning fears and freedom buzzing
clutter the space
where dustballs stagger like ancient ruins
eroding beneath the clawfoot
She doesn’t want my eyes
which makes it easier to pour
their peril through tiny
portholes, iris
A rigid kiss I wish would melt
and cover my body like hot wax
I shy from language
and we speak of pain
with beating hearts
and trailing tips that
dance the ridges
we take turns sleeping
facing out, pressing our backs
accepting both that
we are not our best
always in winter
I have swallowed
many a wish
yearnings from my belly
she would cradle
my divisions
and I’d
become bouyant
like a ship resealed
We never know…
Posted in beautiful people, loneliness, loss for words, romance, vision with tags beautiful people, loneliness, loss, Love on January 21, 2008 by lolastone
Morning Edition, January 18, 2008 · Anna and Joseph Wise, childhood sweethearts, were married for 57 years. They met when she was 8 and he was 11.
“I was madly in love with him and I thought surely that I would marry him when I was old enough,” she says.
How did she persuade him?
“Well, I was sassy,” she says. “I turned on all the tricks that I knew, and winked an eye or two now and then.”
On their first date, Joseph Wise took Anna to a baseball game.
“I was perfectly willing to go there or anywhere else,” she says.
On their dates, they “danced the night away,” she says. “We went to speakeasies. We did all things you’re not supposed to do.”
In 1933, the couple “just sort of agreed it was time to get married,” she says.
After nearly six decades of marriage, Joseph Wise lost a leg to diabetes, then died due to complications from the disease in 1991.
“We never know what diseases are going to catch up with us,” Anna Wise says. “It’s amazing the things that people can live through when they have to. So you get through it.
“And you get through almost anything and you live to be 96. And sometimes you wonder why. But then … you look up at the blue sky and think it’s going to be alright.”

The Nothing of Air Travel
Posted in cats, Classics, travel, Uncategorized, vision with tags cats, consciousness, George Eliot on December 31, 2007 by lolastoneWho can tell what just criticisms Murr the cat may be passing on us beings of wider speculation?